I’ve been asked a lot of times regarding the standing of my marriage from both the concerned friends and from the nosy gossipers. I appreciate them for they made me realized they are concerned, especially my friends, though some went overboard with their remarks and conclusions. Some have encouraged me to go through the right path or to stay faithful while others were like “to hell with him, go find another man” with an exclamation point. Honestly, I am sad about how Gary could ever ignore me by never contacting me. As much as I want to know the reason, well I know there’s more than the excuse he was telling me, there is no chance I would know for he is like purposefully not contacting me. Or should I frankly say he is hiding from me? Well, I feel that way. Who wouldn’t be sad? My friends saying that everything will turn out okay really helps me to stay cheerful everyday, giving me hope and strength but at the end of the day, I can’t help but be sad about everything. There are even times I blame myself for being a lame wife. To others who are saying I should do differently like hook up with another man, I would just say to myself that i don’t need another headache, and probably another heartache too. So yes, thy will be done with my marriage.
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